Sunday, March 9, 2008

nearly a year


It's almost been a year since i started this blog, and nearly a year since my last post. I'm looking forward to spring and the sunshine that comes with it. I've been hibernating for most of winter, finally starting to enjoy going out more. Actually, desperate to get out more. It's March and i feel like my year is just now starting. The last couple of months have left me with very little momentum, not the way I started it on January 1st. I'm asking for a redo. From now on my new year starts on March 1st. I have big plans for my year, big plans for myself. I'm thinking this year, I don't want to be in one place for more than a month. I'm wondering what it would be like to spend the next 8 months in 8 different places? This year I'm on my own. Learning all over again how to live with myself, a familiar isolation i haven't felt in a couple of years. It comes unwelcome and unexpected. I saved a fortune cookie fortune, from a little over a year ago. I even placed it in a special place. It said "the smart thing to do is to prepare for the unexpected." I took it for granted, but this year I'm going in prepared.

this year will be the start of the unexpected.


I'm going one foot in, and one foot out. . .

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